Productivity

The weekends I always enjoy the most include two important elements...Justin and getting a lot of shit done. I only had my love for about 18 hours this weekend but they were 18 awesome hours. I love being next to him. I finished my PJ pants so now we both have a pair made by me and we had yummy pizza and snuggled on the couch catching up on our shows. The PJs were super comfy but they were a bit long...I totally slipped and fell because they are so long. Justin was laughing and I was laughing so hard I couldn't breathe...that's going to leave a bruise or two!  Here are the pants:

I saw this fabric when I was looking for fabric for him and I loved it...kitties saying "Meow so lucky??"  Hilarious. And super cozy. I was pleased with the result, overall. Now we both have cozy PJs!

I love making things for him!!!

I'm so exhausted...time to sleep.

I love how many times a day he tells me he loves me. He and I have spoken every single day since the day we met except for when he was in Vienna in April 2011...and he emailed me constantly and wrote in a little book to me. I even found some poems he wrote about me.  He asked me to marry him back then...when he was in Vienna. Maybe 3 months after we met?...and I almost did it. But I wanted to be smart about things...I wanted to be sure. Even though I was already head over heels I didn't want to rush anything. I had never felt that way about anyone before. All the feelings I had called love before him didn't even come close to what I felt for him...and now all of those "loves" seem so shallow and insignificant. Even my first marriage. He says he feels the same way...that no woman in his life ever made him feel the way he feels about me.  Not even close. (Suck it, bitches!)

Do you know how amazing it is to feel this and to know the person you love is also that much in love with you?  It's what it's all about, I have decided. It's what makes life worth living.

What was it he told me...back when we realized he'd have to move to TX if this was going to work...?  Oh, yes...he said "You ruined my life for the better."

Goodnight, my love. You're far away tonight but I feel close to you...you're always in my heart and always on my mind.